People might not know.

Everytime i feel down and sad, i would turn on my PS3 console to play FIFA 10. I would celebrate, jump and shout " GOALLLLL!" to let myself feel high and not to think about stuffs.
To escape from the reality, i have to do that. That's the only way, i can shout while people thinks that i really enjoying the game. But frankly, i'm not, i just wanna shout my feeling out.
But the truth is, after the game, the sadness is still there, the reality is there which i can never escape from.

And I'm doing this right now.

Just maybe, I'm thinking too much.