People might not know.

Everytime i feel down and sad, i would turn on my PS3 console to play FIFA 10. I would celebrate, jump and shout " GOALLLLL!" to let myself feel high and not to think about stuffs.
To escape from the reality, i have to do that. That's the only way, i can shout while people thinks that i really enjoying the game. But frankly, i'm not, i just wanna shout my feeling out.
But the truth is, after the game, the sadness is still there, the reality is there which i can never escape from.

And I'm doing this right now.

Just maybe, I'm thinking too much.

Brothers Outing. (AGP, LOOL!)

Sunday went out with Shiying and Jeremy to slack around.
It's just a random day by which we met up at plaza and decide where to go.
Decided to go Jurong Point to walk around and slack.
Went Pizza hut to kill time and had our early dinner.
Eat till damned full and walked finish the whole JP and back to Plaza.
Walked to Bankit to repair shiying's PsP as it was spoilt.
Sent Jeremy back home and talked along the way while we were walking from Bankit to Senja.
Home sweet home after that.
Cheers, tiLL then..


Freaking hell, no handphone for at least 3 or 4 days. NOTHING! NEVA!
Shit man!


Too afraid to lose you. :( Really am.




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